Fables and Stuff

Let me tell you right here that this post will NOT give you an idea about how to go about being a decisive meticulous perfectionist, because the person writing this (a.k.a me) has difficulty in choosing between two t shirts that are same in every way. This is the threshold that I'm standing on right now, and the amount of pressure and criticism that I give myself over deciding on a career, a direction , and a plan is far more humongous than anyone else can put on me. It's not just me (which is a relief,if you ask me). Adulthood takes a huge bite out of everyone. The ones who have a plan, or are willing to take a lot of  risks definitely make it in the end. It's no rocket science. No Ted talks are needed to decrypt the secret of success. All the books and motivational talks have been looking and thinking inside and outside of the box, but there is no box at all. Yep. No box here,fellas. It is a table.A gambling table,with you at one end and the universe at the ...

I have always wondered what entails in being me,myself,or what should I aspire for? Does being brave and strong allow me to break down when life is just too much;does selflessness include self preservation and sometimes thinking about what is best for you;can being polite and kind allow a person to be violent or offensive to seek justice,or simply because their heart desires so? How can a human ever be conformed to a single idea or word? We are the most complex creatures to ever walk on the planet, and not due to our biological composition or anything(in my opinion,cats are the most complicated gods,but that is a debate for some other time,and you are not free to disagree.Period) but because of how deeply we think or feel something. The question that pokes my deranged mind is this - How am I supposed to aspire to be something when all of the adjectives are subjective and feel so right in different scenarios?I can't be one thing at one moment and then simply revert back to i...

We always hear that there are two kinds of people in this world - the realists and the dreamers , self made billionaires and privileged jerks , heavy metal and pop lovers , morning people and those who want to shoot them , the ones who cut their sandwich horizontally and those who prefer the diagonal cut , those who have a Netflix account and those who worship torrent , those who use bookmarks and monsters, the bad ass brave and the coward.  What if you are neither? What if your soul just feels so out of place , no matter how many experiences, hardships , failures , heartbreaks, success stories or older you get , it just never gets figured out . It might seem like the cliche` problem of the millennial , but let me assure you , those who aren't conformed to a type aren't just trying to figure out adulthood like every other human( and failing). An atypical soul is just wondering about which world in the multitude of universes inside them suits them the best. They are ...